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2023.06.04 21:13 TrackinSolo The Evolution of Home Studio Recording: A Brief History

The Evolution of Home Studio Recording: A Brief History
In recent decades, home studio recording has undergone a remarkable transformation, propelling musicians and audio enthusiasts into a new era of musical expression. From humble beginnings to cutting-edge technology, this article delves into the captivating journey of home studio recording and its significant impact on the music industry. Join us as we explore the milestones, advancements, challenges, and the future of this remarkable evolution.

The Birth of Home Studio Recording

At the onset, home studio recording was limited to rudimentary setups, with musicians relying on basic equipment and tape recorders. It was an era of analog recording, where every step of the process required manual manipulation and meticulous attention. However, as technology advanced, the accessibility and affordability of recording gear began to increase, opening doors to countless aspiring artists. The evolution of home studio recording started with these early pioneers, laying the foundation for what was to come.
With the introduction of multi-track tape recorders in the 1950s and 1960s, musicians gained the ability to layer different instruments and create more complex compositions. This advancement allowed for greater creativity and experimentation within the confines of home environments. However, these early setups still posed challenges in terms of limited track counts, cumbersome equipment, and the necessity for technical expertise.

Technological Innovations: Catalysts of Change

The history of home studio recording is intertwined with groundbreaking technological advancements. The emergence of digital audio workstations (DAWs) revolutionized the landscape, offering musicians unprecedented control, flexibility, and limitless possibilities. With the advent of computers and powerful software, artists could now create, edit, and produce music within the confines of their own homes.
The introduction of MIDI (Musical Instrument Digital Interface) in the 1980s brought a new level of integration and versatility to home studio setups. Musicians could connect various MIDI-compatible instruments and controllers, synchronize their devices, and control software instruments and virtual effects. This technology eliminated the need for large analog synthesizers and drum machines, providing cost-effective alternatives for creating diverse sounds.
The evolution continued with the introduction of recording equipment such as audio interfaces and MIDI controllers. These devices enabled seamless integration between instruments, computers, and software, further blurring the line between professional studios and home setups. Soundproofing techniques also played a crucial role, ensuring that even the most modest spaces could achieve pristine sound quality.
The rise of plugin technology expanded the sonic capabilities of home studios. Musicians gained access to a vast array of virtual instruments, effects processors, and mixing tools, all within the digital realm. This shift eliminated the need for physical hardware units, saving space and costs while offering immense creative possibilities.

Revolutionary Changes in Home Recording

The transformation of home studio recording wasn't merely about technological advancements; it reshaped the entire music production paradigm. The rise of DIY recording setups empowered artists to take control of their creative process, eliminating the need for expensive studio time. Musicians could experiment freely, iterate rapidly, and shape their sound exactly as they envisioned.
The internet played a pivotal role in this evolution. Online platforms provided avenues for collaboration, networking, and sharing music with a global audience. Musicians no longer had to rely solely on record labels or physical distribution to reach their listeners. Home recordings started to gain recognition, with artists breaking through traditional barriers and achieving success from the comfort of their own homes.
Moreover, the advent of social media and streaming platforms brought about a democratization of music consumption. Musicians could connect directly with their fanbase, build a loyal following, and distribute their music worldwide without the need for major label support. This shift in power dynamics gave rise to a new wave of independent artists, with home studio recordings often rivaling or surpassing the production quality of commercially recorded music.

Advantages and Disadvantages of Home Studio Recording

While the evolution of home studio recording brought undeniable benefits, it also presented challenges. Let's explore the advantages and disadvantages of this transformative journey:


  • Affordability: Home recording setups are significantly more cost-effective than traditional studios, empowering musicians with limited budgets.
  • Convenience: Artists can work on their projects whenever inspiration strikes, without time constraints or the need to travel.
  • Creative Control: With full command over the recording process, artists have the freedom to experiment and mold their sound without external pressures.


  • Technical Learning Curve: Home recording requires musicians to acquire technical skills related to recording, mixing, and mastering.
  • Limited Space and Resources: Home setups may not match the acoustic quality and gear diversity found in professional studios.
  • Isolation: Working alone at home can be isolating, lacking the collaborative energy and expertise of a dedicated studio environment.
However, with advancements in online collaboration tools, artists can now overcome some of these challenges by remotely collaborating with other musicians and industry professionals, bridging the gap between the home studio and the traditional studio environment.

The Future of Home Studio Recording

Looking ahead, the future of home studio recording holds immense promise. Technological advancements continue to surge forward, providing increasingly powerful tools and software. Virtual instruments, artificial intelligence, and cloud-based production platforms are reshaping the landscape, enabling even greater creative possibilities and collaboration.
Furthermore, the democratization of music production shows no signs of slowing down. As more musicians embrace home studio recording, we can anticipate a vibrant ecosystem of DIY artists, innovative music genres, and groundbreaking sonic experiences. The boundaries between professional studios and home setups will continue to blur, with both coexisting and influencing each other.
With advancements in internet speeds and streaming capabilities, artists can now produce high-quality recordings in their home studios and distribute their music instantly to a global audience. This newfound accessibility has given rise to a diverse range of music styles, fostering a rich and vibrant musical landscape.


The evolution of home studio recording has come a long way, evolving from humble beginnings to a force that empowers musicians worldwide. Technological innovations, creative freedom, and the rise of online platforms have transformed the way music is created and consumed. As the future unfolds, home studio recording will undoubtedly play a pivotal role in shaping the ever-changing musical landscape.
Join the revolution, embrace the evolution, and embark on your own home studio recording journey today!
To read the expanded version of this article, click: The Evolution of Home Studio Recording: A Brief History at
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2023.06.04 18:05 ZeDeliriousGhost [FreeCash] Register and get a free Bonus box worth up to $250 for signing up!

You can sign up for FreeCash using the code on my linktree and get a bonus box (a box that gives you free money up to $250)!
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2023.06.04 17:10 Hanapph Causes Of Xerostomia

Causes Of Xerostomia
Many people experience a dry mouth from time to time, but for some, the condition can become chronic. Xerostomia, also known as dry mouth, is a condition of decreased saliva production that affects millions of people worldwide. It can have various causes ranging from medical conditions to medication side effects, radiation therapy, and lifestyle habits.
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2023.06.04 15:59 Remarkable_Since_82 How do you feel about Indian Community in Mississauga

This post in no way to hurt anyone's sentiment, but to get a true feedback. Please don't read or reply if this is sensitive topic to you.
India is a changed country from what it was 10 yrs ago, especially its going through huge digital transformation, and everything is at your fingertips.It seems Indians themselves have old viewpoint which doesn't match new India.
I was recently moved to Mississauga from India by my job, and I am at Executive level position (F) So I somehow feel Indians are looked down upon by Indians and others as well.
New to the city, office and people - please share your views on how you view Indian immigrants. No offense would be taken, just 2 cents, not all Indians are equal.

indiansinsauga #notaracistpost #constructivefeedback

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2023.06.04 15:44 Begbie69 Use theme setting color instead of brand color

I added a custom color setting in my theme settings (which appears under Online Shop > Themes > Customize > Theme Settings > Colors) as "Sub-Brand Color". The color id is "colors_accent_subbrand" and the label is "t:settings_schema.colors.settings.colors_accent_subbrand.label".
Everything works fine.
In my settings_data.json I have a setting "colors-background_subbrand". But instead of using a brand color (shop.brand.colors.primary[0].background), I'd like to use the color from the "colors_accent_subbrand" setting from my theme settings. How do I have to change the following code?
"colors_background_subbrand": "{{ shop.brand.colors.primary[0].background }}",
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2023.06.04 15:35 Black_Magic100 Help choose exterior black paint for trim
I recently purchased a home and had black gutters/roof put in. I'm looking to paint my front door, garage, and trim directly beneath the gutters some variation of a black, but I have no clue what will look good.
Also, the brick on my house looks white, but it's actually gray. I plan on limewashing it pure white sometime later this summer. I understand that it's a pretty big trend right now, but I know I will like the look quite a lot as I love my neutrals both inside and out.
Is something like SW black magic not dark enough? I was told brown undertones are better to go with, but I've also seen people recommend a "pure" black.
Edit: according to consumer reports, Behr marquee is the #1 choice for durable exterior paint, but I still need to choose a color.
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2023.06.04 15:26 raktus2 An issue with Cameras during Call

A problem that I've been having recently is that when I am on a call with people on Discord, and I look at a browser window or something... the cameras in the call all suddenly turn grey until I go back to Discord directly. I have Discord open as Admin, so it should have focus... Does anyone have any idea why this might be happening and how to fix it?
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2023.06.04 15:04 raullits Can't turn kn Freesync on M27Q

I'm playing Street Fighter 6 and u want to disable vsync, however, despite turning on Freesync everywhere it shows up as off on the settings menu :-$
Any tips on how to fix this?
I'm in an Asus G15 3070 laptop
P.S. I know vsync don't exclude each other, but in SF6 it reduces I put delay.
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2023.06.04 14:43 AlfaDK Downloads are slow except on steam.

Hello! I'm having issues when downloading stuff when its not on steam, even though it varies. As an example if i'm updating League of Legends, or downloading a map in VRCHAT it will download with 1-2kbps. My internet speed is 500/500. I've tried every solution that i could find online, even with the DNS, and checking if it could be a hard drive issue. I hope some of you can help:) thanks.
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2023.06.04 14:40 code_hunter_cc Like button Ajax in Ruby on Rails

I have a Ruby on Rails project with a model User and a model Content, among others. I wanted to make possible for a user to "like" a content, and I've done that with the acts_as_votable gem.
At the moment, the liking system is working but I'm refreshing the page every time the like button (link_to) is pressed.
I'd like to do this using Ajax, in order to update the button and the likes counter without the need to refresh the page.
In my Content -> Show view, this is what I have:
<% if user_signed_in? %> <% if current_user.liked? @content %> <%= link_to "Dislike", dislike_content_path(@content), class: 'vote', method: :put %> <% else %> <%= link_to "Like", like_content_path(@content), class: 'vote', method: :put %> <% end %> · <% end %><%= @content.get_likes.size %> users like this
The Content controller does this to like/dislike:
def like @content = Content.find(params[:id]) @content.liked_by current_user redirect_to @contentenddef dislike @content = Content.find(params[:id]) @content.disliked_by current_user redirect_to @contentend And in my routes.rb file, this is what I have:
resources :contents do member do put "like", to: "contents#like" put "dislike", to: "contents#dislike" endend As I said, the liking system is working fine, but does not update the likes counter nor the like button after a user presses it. Instead, to trick that, I call redirect_to @content in the controller action.
How could I implement this with a simple Ajax call? Is there another way to do it?
Answer link :
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2023.06.04 14:36 AutoModerator Pejman Ghadimi - Exotic Cars Program (Complete)

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2023.06.04 14:22 Knowyour_building Empowering Reliability: The Vital Role of UPS Monitoring Systems

A UPS monitoring system is a crucial tool for ensuring the reliable and uninterrupted operation of critical electronic equipment. This system continuously monitors the UPS unit, which provides backup power during electrical outages or fluctuations, and provides real-time information on its performance and status. It monitors various parameters such as input voltage, output voltage, battery health, load capacity, and runtime

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2023.06.04 13:48 Girthy_Bulge 39 [M4F] #DMV - Deployed Soldier Looking for College-Age Connection

Hello, ladies (and please, ladies only!) of you like in-shape men in their late 30s? I like to think we're experienced enough to know how to treat a girl right, but still young enough to actually be ABLE to treat a girl right haha :) Do you like men in uniform? I find that tends to be a popular demographic as well...
Just to set expectations, you and I would likely not meet in-person. That's because I am nowhere near my usual East Coast home, and am in fact in [redacted] for the next [redacted] months. So, what I am looking for is a casual, flirty, sexy online relationship of sorts, the parameters of which we can dictate together!
I imagine our conversations would be a mix of smutty and non-smutty topics, though considering what I log onto reddit to do, likely skewing much heavier towards the smutty-- but again, if we click and have some stuff in common, who knows! I don't want to put up any arbitrary rules on it, label it, or establish any expectations-- you have a real life, I have a very real life right now, so let's keep it loosey-goosey and just have fun when the timing works out.
To be sure, while I advertised for college-age girls, anyone over 18 is more than welcome to apply-- I just mentioned college-age in the title because I suspect based on this subreddit, those are the type of women I might attract.
If you're into military guys, great! If not, also great! I don't usually lean too hard into that stuff, but if it gets your motor running I am happy to oblige ;)
One important caveat, please read-- as an experienced Redditor who has engaged in very brief smutty engagements (i.e. erotic roleplaying), I typically have never asked to "verify" the gendeage (roughly) of my counterparts, because, for a quick little anonymous fling, who cares, right? But if we are going to have something more than that (which I hope we do!), I'd ask that you be comfortable sending a verification pic of sorts, and of course I am happy to reciprocate. It certainly does not need to be a nude, or contain your face! And it doesn't have to happen right off the bat either, we can chat and see where the conversation goes first for sure. But I would like to know that the person I am talking to is in fact a girl and of legal age and has the username you contact me under. Hope that makes sense and doesn't come across as creepy or anything! I could explain my rationale, but it's basically that I still continue to get messages from guys...which again, for a normal RP, fine, but I'm not looking to "get to know" another guy.
So ladies, give me a shout if you think you might be interested!
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2023.06.04 13:36 Dry-Independence4456 Looking for a new laptop 800$-1300

Am a 17yo student, going to uni next year. Have decided to sell my pc and laptop in order to fund a new laptop to serve my gaming needs and educational needs. Size doesn't matter, 13-15" either is fine. Not looking for much graphical power, 1650-3060 is all I really need. 120hz screen is a must. At least 6 hours of battery life, and if the laptop is a 2-1 that's even better as I can take notes on the laptop. I prefer to avoid very bulky and thick laptops such as the predator lineup. A gamer aesthetic is a bit of a downside, but certainly not a dealbreaker.
I've already looked at the ROG Z13, with an i7, and 3050. Which fits my budget. But the battery life seems a bit lackluster (would love some more insight from users about it) another option is the ROG flow X13 with a gtx 1650 and ryzen 5900hs, which looks fine but again performance is a bit on the lower side
Also I live in Singapore, so I'll have to convert US pricing to SGD (the price in the post is in USD)
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2023.06.04 13:16 Matthhhoooooo333 [M4A] Fantasy, adventure scenarios! As well as a lot of drama and action! (Discord if you want as well!)

Hello everyone!
Im just going to get this out the way and say I am looking for any type of writing! Wether it’s one liners, semi literate, literate, or novella! I love ether male or female for this story! As long as ether male or female are feminine in any way. I am looking for any and every idea you guys got as well! I also like Consistency! But I will understand if you are too busy!
For story wise I mainly just looking for a Rp with a fast romantic connection Between two characters in a Fantasy adventure! I am willing to rp any scenario you would have or am willing to offer as well! i would love to hear many suggestions and add ons to the story! My plots and story isn’t finalized yet and I would to hear others ideas.
Some scenarios I have in mind involve both our characters in a huge universe with multiple powerful beings and deities. There will also be some drama dealing with if monsters are all bad or if some monsters and good! But there will be a common ranking system as well for this scenario of adventurer to hero to legend! Legends are super powerful close to god hero’s! There are only 10 of them and they are at their prime to protecting people and defeating evil monsters! This universe can also have anything to your imagination! Message me if interested! And any questions pls ask!
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2023.06.04 13:05 milktaejules what is this on my skin?

So yesterday I noticed this darker patch of skin under my jaw/neck area. I am Caucasian, 24F, fairly pale and wear spf on 90% of days. The skin feels normal, does not itch or bother me in any way other than just looking weird. It look a little bit like dripping (?) from my face and into the neck area. It's orange-brownish, not going as far as looking irritated but also not like a tan. Is it serious or can it just be a reaction from a skincare product and if so why does it not affect the rest of my face? How do I get rid of it? (pics in comments)
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2023.06.04 13:00 XW9G AITA for wanting to cut ties with my racist friend who sends gay porn, considering these circumstances?

Hey, Reddit, I need your help with a difficult situation. I have a friend who I've recently realized is racist and has been sending me inappropriate content, including gay porn. I'm deeply uncomfortable with his behavior, and I want to cut ties with him, but there are a few factors that make it complicated. Here's what's going on: We go to the same high school: Since we attend the same school, it's challenging to completely avoid seeing him during classes and other school-related activities. He only hangs out with me at school: Despite my discomfort with his behavior, he continues to seek my company during school hours, making it difficult to distance myself from him. He is in my main group chat: I can't kick him from the group chat because he would perceive it as an attempt to isolate him. Moreover, the group chat is essential to my daily life as it's used to coordinate various activities and it's solely managed by an electrical generator powered by myself. Abandoning the group chat would have serious consequences for my life. We share the same bus route: Unfortunately, we also take the same bus to and from school, and I don't know of anyone else on that bus. This lack of alternative transportation options makes it challenging to avoid his presence during my commute. Given these circumstances, I'm unsure of how to proceed. I strongly believe in distancing myself from his toxic behavior, but the factors listed above make it exceptionally difficult to cut ties completely. AITA for wanting to sever my friendship with him?
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2023.06.04 12:25 Carl0907 Horribly realistic dream

I had such a strange and realistic dream last night. It wasn’t a nightmare but it created so much fear I woke up still thinking I was going to be killed.
So, what I remember was that I had been created in a genetics lab by some guy I referred to as father (he kind of looked like David bowie dressed as a 1700’s goth vampire thing) me and the rest of the lab made people were allocated a set of houses, while father had this facility that was like some sort of compound that was able to pack itself up into a platform and fly away.
What he wanted to do was create these “super geniuses” as he called them, he would test me and the other people regularly. The tests were usually to see what I could make out of given materials, making a knife out of a stone and some leather and etc
I’m not sure how long I was there but it must’ve been a couple of days before he rounded up people that scored best on the tests and brought them into the facility.
No one questioned it, but that night armed men bust through my door. I was upstairs and there were people downstairs they went for first. I heard the other test subjects being dragged outside and shot. I used the commotion to sneak outside. Everything was on fire and there was screaming everywhere. I was seen and these sea lion creatures were sent after me by the soldiers. I ran to fathers compound to tell him what was happening, he was the one who ordered it though.
And then, get this, the whole platform just takes off. I remember looking down at the ground and seeing the soldiers rounding up the last of the subjects and killing them.
I was meant to be killed but it was decided I would pass into round 2. Me and the remaining “genius” people were scanned on our wrists.
For the next few days I was tested on and made to build more objects. I tried to convince the other people that father was going to purge us again. However, these people hadn’t seen the first purge and didn’t believe me.
When father found out I was telling people he tried to execute me, but there were too many of the test subjects around. Instead he told me there would be another roundup and purge.
No one else believed me when I said we had to run so I went off myself into some woods and hid behind the trees.
The purge did happen and I heard people being taken out of their homes and killed.
The last thing I recall there was search dogs after me.
After I woke up from this dream I was still looking for where in my room I could hide and still thought there were people after me. It is probably one of the scariest and most lifelike dreams I’ve had.
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2023.06.04 11:55 Objective_Suspect122 Roadmap to learning TJRTrades profitable trading strategy

In this post I will outline which videos you need to watch and in which order to learn TJR's Liquidity sweep strategy.
This strategy is profitable and has a very high success rate and ROI.
How to find Daily Bias in Trading
How to Spot Liquidity Sweeps in the Market
How to Spot a Break of Structure in the Market
How to Spot Fair Value Gaps in the Market
How to spot Equilibrium in the Market
How to Spot Order Blocks in the Market
The Strategy That Turned Me Profitable
My Forex Strategy Explained
How to Beat a Funded Account Challenge in a Day
Also, watch some of his live trades video on his channel to master the entries and exits.
Some things to keep in mind:
  1. Risk no more than 1% per trade.
  2. Divide your position into 2 or 3 positions to take partials.
  3. Take partials.. don't be greedy.
  4. indicators to use : sessions by LuxAlgo ( forex opening sessions are not the same as NYSE sessions (for indices) so get it right..)
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2023.06.04 11:40 Touch_Super i have a nose picking habit

i tend to be a high energy person and move around a lot. sometimes i get fixated on my body, like pulling at my eyelashes, wiping the corners of my mouth, adjusting my appearance, and picking my nose. but as i was just picking my nose i realized i’d be super embarrassed if somebody walked in because it’s gross. but is it gross? doesn’t everybody do it? like i’m not eating the boogers or anything im not crazy
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2023.06.04 11:38 ihave3dozenforksinme Can I give up now?

The world is hell. Everyone gets to push me around, do whatever the fuck they want and the second I try to retaliate against it, even in a mostly logical manner, someone prevents me from doing so. People stealing beers from the cooler we're draining outside? Coworker prevents me from calling the police after I confront them and remove the stolen property that we legally cannot allow the thieves to pay for due to it being past selling hours. In order to stop them at that point, as they had attempted to barr the only open access point to where they were, I had to force the door open to try to remove the cooler from their access. This guy literally tried to barr the doors with his whole body. And complained about my attempt to prevent their theft. According to my Coworker, I could get fired for this. Yes, now I realize that I should've just called the cops instead of confronting them. But to be honest, when I saw what they were doing around their child, effectively trying to teach that little girl what they were doing was okay, and dragging her around at 1:30am, I couldn't take it. The situation didn't go well as they acted beligerent and even denied their blatant law-breaking. If I lose this job, Idk what I'm going to do this time. How many times does the whole world have to reject me before I'm allowed to give up?
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2023.06.04 11:12 Ok-Pool-3400 I dreamed of being in a relationship with a friend I despise

I have this narcissistic friend who drives me mad because he's extremely selfish, sees me as a therpist, expects me to do the majority of the work to keep the frienship alive rather than it being 50/50, brushes all my discomforts and complaints aside, lies about being non judgemental, and so much more.
I know I should stop talking to him and find new friends, but I'm a huge people pleaser, and all my life I've clung to toxic friendships since I've felt lonely for as long as I can remember, so my brain tells me some company is better than none. Both my parents were emotionally and physically absent, I had a hard time making and keeping friends as a child since at the time I didn't know I had social anxiety and was autistic (difficulty reading social cues), and passed up plans with friends to avoid stirring the social anxiety which led to friendships dying out.
In the dream, it was of us hanging out, me getting irritated something he said or did and us arguing, him buying me gifts to make up for it and him saying he loves me (he says that when I listen to his venting), me forgiving him, then me getting annoyed again at something he did or said and repeat the whole thing.
I'm so sick of being friends with people who don't care about me, but I don't have the guts to leave them and be alone again.
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